Today may seem like one of those days in which everyone else has a perfect life except for me. But then again, I know that's not true. First of all, no one has a perfect life and that we are all plagued by demons of some sort. Second of all, it is not wise to compare yourself to others anyhow. The more you do, the more you are simply setting yourself up for failure and heart break. Life can be an uphill task, especially my love life...
My love life keeps handing me lemons. Again, after the short fuse in the fireworks, reality is beginning to bite. Star Crossed and I have stopped dating each other and we stopped calling each other too. Well, he didn't call me so I didn't call either. In my book, that's an unspoken gesture to tell me it's over without having to face me to say that he's no longer interested in me. Oh well, men!
Au contraire, it's a blessing in disguise Star Crossed stop calling. In my solitude, I realise it's not gonna work between Star Crossed and I. He fits into my criteria but there's just not enough chemistry and fundamentals for this to develop into a relationship. It's going to be a stupid fairy tale. Better end it now before I start to fall for him and get hurt all over again...
Enough said, I will now stop looking for criteria in the man, I'll listen to my heart instead. It says to stop hoping for a fairy tale with Star Crossed before I fool myself more and more into believing that a relationship will happen.
Well...it's Halloween's Day and my Jack-O-Lantern has sneaked away...
In Lewis Caroll's "Alice in Wonderland", Alice asked the Cat, "Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?"
"That depends a good deal on where you want to get to." said the Cat.
Nel thought and said to the Cat, "Kitty, go for a trick and treat, it's Halloween! for God's sake. Do me a favor. Go out into the night and freak the hell out of Star Crossed and all of the lost fairy tales in my life for me. Muahahahaha!"
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