Have you ever felt like something so precious is slipping away from your fingers? That sinking feeling in your stomach, like it's so near and yet so far?
Oh well...over familiarity must have bred contempt, I guess. I think I'm going to lose someone so precious, a friend whom I love a lot. He's gonna be "just a friend" because he chose too.
But I accept that totally and I respect his decision, because you can't make someone love you as you love him. You can only try and hope he will reciprocate your love. Most times you lose, sometimes you win. I'm not that lucky in love, so far...
So, it's really pointless to lose sleep over for something you're not in total control of, like someone else's heart and the choices he make. You just have to respect the outcome and live with it - if it's something that is never meant to be.
You just have to pick up the pieces and go. No one is really in control of her life and another person's heart. You just try to do the best you can.
Sunday, May 01, 2005
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An old friend, Spinfixliz said: "At least, u r not afraid to admit that u feel sad over it. Some ppl r in denial and say "never mind, he's the loser, not me..."
Yeah I guess I've learned to be strong enough to admit my weaknesses and the fact that I'm not always winning, or on the winning side, and that I do get hurt more often than not. Just part of being human, that's all.
You win some, you lose some. Everything is fair in the game of love, and in life.
C'est al vie!
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